If you work at opening doors and building bridges as you build your new car; when it is done, what has been said and done in the past may have a chance to be water under the bridge and be forgiven and forgotten.
This assumes you have built a new car in less that 5 years and now have a need to petition the board for a reconsideration.
YMMV
good luck and enjoy your build ---look forward to seeing you with it on the salt
The big picture for me and the reason I brought this to this forum was it is in some respect me waving the white flag and giving up the appeal idea.
It took a long time to come to this but after long consideration and overwhelming circumstances I feel it isnt a fight but more so a defeat.
Most people involved with LSR came into it from a background of family or friends. Many of the people involved are members of clubs or have been involved long enough to have some history. I on the other hand started by myself and am not affiliated with any of the clubs....no clubs in Oregon that I know of.....
I have always had what I thought was a 'thick skin' but there was something about my situation that always really bothered (hurt) me. After my crash literally hundreds of people, many I had never met or heard of sent me a well wish on FB, PM, LR.COM, Email or other. Not one person from the SCTA representing themselves or themselves and the board took the time to say "that was a nasty crash, glad you are OK", or "On behalf of myself and the SCTA we are glad you are OK". Clearly this isnt a requirement but it would of been nice. Some of these people I have known for years. I know I shouldnt of been bothered by this, but I do ask myself if I was a board member and a person was involved in an incident, especially if I knew them....I would of taken the time.
I say this because this was another element that made me feel hopeless. Try and put yourselves in my shoes:
-Its just me, I have no club, no history, no one to go to (*except THIS forum).
-I feel the board doesnt care. I feel very abandoned by the majority. Some (not all) made me feel as if I was bothering them when trying to get the appeal going.
-I am a million miles away (figuratively) but clearly its not a situation where I am close. I might as well be a million miles away.
-I feel the board was really heavy handed and unfair about a number of accusations, like they wanted me gone. The grand scheme is that I feel they wanted me to go away.
"Make peace with the Pharisees, on the way to the Temple
It sounds nice, but I dont even know who the Pharisees is, how to make peace, what to make peace about and where I would need to go to make the peace. Its just me, only me against the entire SCTA in a long distance battle with overwhelming odds and no allies.
This all makes a guy feel like he was defeated before he had a chance to start.
~JH