Sid, I felt just like you did but a long time ago I sold a new car to an old guy and he was overly generous so I tried turning him down.
His words were "accept any gift in the same manner in which it is given". You take Blessings away from the giver by not accepting.
I think we're all kinda independent and want to get by on our own but life has a way of levelling things.
I gravitated to older guys as a kid not having a father. They helped on good advice and other things. I remember each one and what he did for me.
I try pass it on. I'm the freebie guy in my area. Small jobs you just can't charge for and I put myself in the same position of the needy. As a kid I broke my MX bike's frame.
They said to see Fred. I had no money but I needed that tiny tube welded. He fried it in seconds. No charge!. I was willing to be his gofer just for that small gesture. He saw it in my eyes when I walked in that I never had bucks. 10 years later I go on deployment to the border and Fred was my RSM. I paid him back.

I prayed and you guys all stepped up to the plate. Prayer is the breakfast of champions. I can name names but I'm stupid when it comes to this situation. Some guys want to remain anonymous.
I have many to thank for this unwavering support and I should tell. These are good men helping a total stranger in Africa.
Sparky doesn't give up!!!. He's on another level God Bless him.✝✝✝🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
I'm Blessed and truly thankful for all the help you all give. From getting my race sabotaged by competitors to being helped by guys overseas who I've never even had a phone call with is
mind blowing. The land speed racing community is definitely unique and my dream is to make your investment worthwhile.
Progress is good. Got the seat mounted in the monocoque.