Kaz,
"I would Love a Scholarship to one of the Tech school though"
Once again you want someone to give you something. My father always told me to responsible for my actions. If what I did resulted in good it was a benefit, if the result is bad time to change your actions.
Maybe if you stopped spending your money on lost projects, burned up trucks and broken Subarus, you would have the cash to complete at least one bike project before moving on to something more complicated.
DW